Showing posts from July, 2021

The First, The Hardest

It's 2.30am. I'm caffeinated and buzzing with ideas. Might as well write something up. Maybe it would be useful in the future, when I need to reflect on myself. Also, I remembered this one video I watched on YouTube and it said,  "Success is determined by the tiny little decisions we make in our lives." Or something like that. So rather than wasting the time blinking in the dark and overthinking, I thought, why not make the decision to get out of bed and get these ideas out.  Here's one of them. A few weeks ago - or was it month? For the love of God, I don't remember when. Time to pass by weirdly during MCO. Haha.   Anyway, I started taking the steps to take control of my life. To earn back what I had lost. This pandemic and MCO is really taking a toll on me. I have been feeling so helpless and lost. No motivation whatsoever. And that one day, I decided. Enough is enough. I need to get back on my feet. Take back my life. I need to get better. Get out of these